Ramadhan 2011

Hi peeps… This blog is full with spider webs and dust… *sneeze! Its almost a year since i write anything here. What’s up babe , u may want to ask? Well, let me see ; to start with… I am now typing and gonna post my entry via ipad… Ehem..ehem! Love the new gadget.. If u expect me to write my whole list of updates, you must be out of your mind coz just by thinking about it makes me wanna go crazy and its too long to write and it will be too long for u too read anyway.. So, to summarize on few important things will be :
1) I sent aleesha to quedees … Why not smart reader u ask ? Will elaborate on the reasons some other time. She’s doing great and i can see improvement .. That is important!
2)Akramin kuat berangan.. But still a bit slow in speech. He know nen,chair,no,mummy, baba,yaaa (for maria).. But he do understand what we say and what we ask him to do. He is so playful and makes me want to hug him all the time. Once in a while, i will send him to nursery at my office just to exposed him.. And he is doing great! I hope he will be fine and healthy!
3) As for me.. Geee, i just don’t know where to start.. So many things happened.. I m taking a long, deep breath while typing this.. Gosh! I don’t know how to explain and i shouldn’t write about it as it is too personal, too complicated, too messy to be written, but things happened and its out of my control.. For once, i can’t control what is happening.. Sometimes i regret it like hell, but there are times, it makes me smile.. And sometimes,i want it to end but i wonder how its going to be like.. Is it destiny? I don’t have answer to that…. No one does!!!! Its silly, its weird, its funny, its sweet, its sexy, its tempting, it makes me smile,it makes my heart beat faster in many2 ways.. And sometimes it hurts so bad that i will hate it like crazy and wish i have said NO and stick with it at the1st place.i wish I am stronger … Of all the things that i ever imagine in my life, this never cross my mind, it is not listed in my list at all!! No one will and should know about this… So sorry guys, i wish i can explain more… Please ignore this and skip to no 4 (if any) ..
4) life been treating me good .. Too good till it scares me … I hope and pray everything will be ok! Please ..please..please!!
5)there is no number 5 actually… After writing no.3, i am out of words to write more for this updates… Maybe next time peeps! Salam ramadhan and god bless all of us! Sorry if this post dissapoint u guys… I just don’t feel like writing… Cheerio !










if i am two faced- would i be wearing this one?

Hi there peeps.. it’s been a while since i have post any entry. What’s with the topic u may ask? I just found out that I have to be careful with the people around me..  I have to take precautions and really make sure that i won’t be ‘backstab’  (not sure whether this is the right word to use or not but WTH.. ) by the others.

Seriusly, I am so pissed off. Hubby used to tell me that, whatever happens around us are lessons for us to watch and learn and for us to remind ourselves that we shouldn’t be like that, act like that or do the same thing as those we hate.

But , if you want to play your dirty game, play it right and seriusly, if i am two faced- would i be wearing this one???? 

Argghh.. Hate YOU!!

mode: depress….  .. adios peeps. Hope u guys have a better one than mine!

Be thankful…

I asked for Strength and Allah gave me difficulties to make me strong ..

 I asked for wisdom and Allah gave me problems to solve..

I asked for Courage and Allah gave me obstacles to overcome..

I asked for Love and Allah gave me troubled people to help…

I asked for Favors and Allah gave me opportunities.. …

Maybe I received nothing I wanted…

But I received everything I needed…..

Short but very meaningful rite… Found this in one of my friend’s facebook and want to share it with u guys …

Not really in writing mood rite now. Later peeps.. hugss!

Hope for 2011 ..

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Hi Peeps  ..

It’s the 10th day of 2011 and it is my 1st entry for this year. It took me 10 days to find some space to write and it’s like past midnight now and hoping that i will be able to post something here today..

My hope for 2011 will be:

TO ACHIEVED AND DO WHAT  I AM SUPPOSED TO DO LAST YEAR… That should be it. The only list I think i should have … else there’s no point of having ANOTHER long list of what my resolutions are, or I-hope-list  if the previous one are still in queue and some are even untouched and haven’t kick off yet … i am so not proud typing this down but this is a fact and i only have me and myself to make me realise that.. Anyway, Conclusion for my 2010 year will be . :

I have my ups and downs which taught me to be a stronger and tougher person, I learn many new things along the way, unforgetable challenges, unexpected experience, I met and make new friends, I learn about life, about who we are, why we are here and not there, why shit things happen (the good and bad), why sometimes we have to do what we don’t want to do or don’t like to do but we have to do it , and why our 30 years of actions, habits is not practical anymore..   errr..watdahell!! too much nonsense here.. i am SO lost in my own words..   anyway, it’s the new year and this is the real thing guys –

 i am hoping to be a better person, hoping for a better life, better health, better fortune, better of everything.. for family, work, friends, health, the earth (i mean it guys.. i will start recycle.. ),i hope the war will stop,  and of course I hope the bestest things for myself (hmm… it sounds too selfish so i need to rephrase it).. I hope the bestest for myself, aril, aleesha and also Akramin shah..!and that is the end of my post today on Hope for 2011..

 Adios peeps!! good day and it’s never to late to wish each and everyone of u out there a HAPPY NEW YEAR  and let’s hope for a wonderful and amazing and of course the best  365 days of our life !

Salam and May God bless all of us!InsyaAllah..

christmas greeting

“I saw mummy kissing santa clause” …. hehe! love this christmas song..wow.. without we realize it, christmas is already here and new year is another 6 days to go.. This christmas is extra fun for us as my younger borther came back from melborne. I haven’t met  him for 5 years and was so happy he’s here. Abang is coming back on 2nd January and for the 1st time in 5 years time, eveyone is at home .. yippie! The bad news is, mom athritis has gone worse.. last 2 weeks mom went to the clinic and the doctor inject to took out the fluuid from her knee but unfortunately that didn’t help to cure the pain so yesterday the doctor advised her to go for a knee operation which will take 2-3 months to recover. Hopefully eveything will go smoothly.. InsyaAllah!!

Anyway, early this morning we went to penampang to see all the cousins and nephews than i am off to Rody’s house. Have few more open houses tomorrow..  It’s fun to have relatives gathering once in a while.. it’s amazing that I only know few of my cousins and i have so many nephews and nieces that i don’t know about… But thanks to facebook, it helps to connects everyone intio 1 big group. Bravo FB! haha …

Well, it’s time for bed now..  Wishing all of you a wonderful christmas, happy holidays and more wonderful and beautiful 365 days in 2011. will be back to post on my 2011 resolution and what not..

let’s sing together with this lyrics-  do google for the songs ya !!

I saw Mommy kissing Santa Claus
Underneath the mistletoe last night
She didn’t see me creep
Down the stairs to have a peep
She thought that I was tucked up
In my bedroom, fast asleep

Then I saw Mommy tickle Santa (tickle, tickle, Santa Claus) Claus
Underneath his beard so snowy white
Oh, what a laugh it would have been
If Daddy had only seen
Mommy kissing Santa Claus last night

He saw Mommy kissing(kissing, kissing) Santa Claus
I did! I really did see Mommy kissing Santa Claus
And I’m gonna tell my Dad
(Bell sound)
Then I saw Mommy tickle Santa (tickle, tickle Santa Claus) Claus
Underneath his beard so snowy white
Oh, what a laugh it would have been
If Daddy had only seen
Mommy kissing Santa Claus last night

Oh, what a laugh it would have been
If Daddy had only seen
Mommy kissing Santa Claus last night

I did! I did! I really did see Mommy kissing Santa Claus
You gotta believe me! You just gotta believe me!
Come on, fellas, believe me! You just gotta believe me! (I told you, I told you)

Please go away …

Hola peeps..  if I don’t make any post by today, definitely this blog will be covered with dust and spider webs all over it. It’s been a month since i am here and by right i owe u guys millions of things to share but since i ‘ve promise myself not to write or share anything about work TOO much (since this blog  is SUPPOSED to be me reporting and sharing about the kids ) so there’s not much to write about since work is the main reason for me not being able to post anything  since last month.

I was already asleep actually but I was awake by mum’s phone call. Mum called just to know whether 1st : me and the kids are ok… 2nd: whether i have enough money or need extra cash … Love my mum for that! hehe .. 3rd: she was asking whether i’ll be sending my kids to stay with her in Tuaran next 2 weeks while I am in KL..  (means: I haven’t call her for quite sometimes and was wondering WTH happens to us… it also means she misses her grandkids..)… should put a reminder somewhere: to call mom at least once a week(seriusly, do i need a reminder for that??) ..  Mum call always at the rite time, i mean, at the moment, me and the kids is having a bad flu since yesterday , and I just ask some cash from  hubby to buy something.. hehe.. wow impressive kan .. Conclusion to this is …. Mother’s instinct is the best and it’s always rite ..  LOVE you mum !

 I wanted to write a litlle bit more actually but i was interrupted by chatting with a friend of mine (my x-classmate) on facebook . It was short and a funny one., and i just can’t seem to write more now.. So i will try to post an update on the kids soon..

Before i dozed off.. i hope i’ll recover from this flu soon..  I have lots of important things to do for the next two weeks and i need all the focus, energy and strength to go thru it!! Dear flu, pls go far far away from me… shhuu.. good nite everyone! have a wnderful sunday !

P/s: to my dear friend yang akan membuat assgnment yg ntahapa2 tu..Sudah  tentu malam ini aku akan tidur dibuai mimpi yg indah sebab mimpi ko buat asgmnt utk subjek **tuuutttt ** .. Aku tau ko baca blog ni dan ko tau la sapa dirimu … aiseh!! ada bunyi mcm sastera2 ke.. 🙂 jgn marah ehh !! pic attached is specially dedicated to u .. huhu !!

Salam Aidilfitri 2010

Selamat hari raya peeps!!

I am back after my 2 weeks break..  Raya was ok even though hubby have to go back to KK on the 4th day of Raya becoz of work.. me, the kids and maria were left to celebrate raya with the inlaws. It was fun, even thou there were times when i wish hubby was around, especially when there is no one to take our pics and need xtra help with the kids..hehe.. but other than that, it was a blast! Mum is gonna do a Raya open house this coming sunday and u all are most welcome to come! Me and hubby plan to do kenduri for the hse+bday aleesha+raya open hse on the 2nd October 2010, InsyaAllah! Pls come if u r around the neighbourhood ya..

I put on weight… as expected! *sigh .. Penang is a place for food lovers and unfortunately i am one of them. for eg:  Me, hubby, bro n sis inlaw ate nasi kandar kayu at 12 midnight on the 1 st day of raya… so, that explains it all! and that is only one of the example.. the rest are history! not going to tell .. conclusion to that : Activate herbalife ..AGAIN!! Arghhh..

not really in the mood to write actually..  works are piling up and lots of things yet to be done due to the 2 weeks leave…  haven’t got the chance to transfer any pic yet, keep on forgetting to bring the phone cable along.. BTW, thanks to hubby for the new hphone.. the ‘old’ hphone is wracked by Akramin 2 days before raya and hubby bought samsung wave for mui! yeah.. Love u dear hubby ! *wink ..

The only pic raya i have at this very moment is this one, family picture with inlaws (belum edit pun, so pls ignore the bground yg ntahapa2 tu…)  taken in Penang on the 1st day of raya. To all my dear friends , Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin! Have a GOOD one..